We all get upset at times. We all get depressed. While I’m learning to recover from it more quickly, the frequency of occurrences seems to be high. Then I drink… which is usually accompanied by regretful words or actions. I’m just sick of getting my hopes up about something and having them shot down. Consistent failure is never good for anyone’s emotional stability.
I am sorry to everyone who I have caused distress… and I thank those who have stood by me through it. I appreciate your understanding… But I still need to clear the clouds. I need to focus. Lift the confusion. I cannot seem to be able to turn the page to continue writing the book of my life. I just need a little boost. Just something to stop the lament, so I can move on.
And to those who have done harm… one day you will all regret it, especially you. You have caused more destruction than you could ever know. That is why I will never forgive you. That is why we shall not speak again. For you have had your chance, and will not receive another.
