Why the hell can’t we figure this out? What is so god damn complicated about this love stuff? Just about everyone suffers from heart break in their life time. Does this fact not bother anyone?
The way I see it, unless you pick poorly, the first relationship is your best chance at a successful one. Why? Because the less you have been hurt by love the more accepting you will be of it. So why, then, does young love fail? There are too many reasons to count…
It’s stupid really. Sometimes no matter how hard you try, no matter how much of your heart you put into something, there is nothing you can do to prevent losing it. Love, the most important thing in the world, is one of these things. The tighter your squeeze it the more it struggles to get away.. and the more you loosen your grip the faster it slips. There is nothing you can do to stop yourself from losing the one thing you value most. All you can do is hope. There is too much uncertainty in love.
Well I may be new at all this still but there is one thing that I do know. To love someone you have to care about them, and in caring for someone you love them. The two things support eachother and if one of them begins to falter the other is soon to follow. This makes it hard because once a relationship has stood for awhile its members begin to take things for granted. And neither person is to blame for this but each must understand it. We must all realize that nobody here is a perfect being. If we truly love a person we will be able to accept the faults they have, and even grow to enjoy them. Rarely will a person change for you; usually they will only do it for themselves.
So I see it all on writing now.. and it still don’t understand what is so hard about it. There are too many sad songs, depressing poems, and upset blog entries about love. Why don’t we all just spare ourselves the misery? Life is too short to live alone. I just want to share mine with another. It’s so much easier to face the world if you’re holding someone’s hand.
But I guess for now, I’ll have to sing the sad songs, read the depressing poems, and write the upset blog entries. I hope that I never cause someone to feel the way I feel today. Goodbye is the most painful word any of us will ever hear… there is nothing “good” about it.. 
